What, Did You Want ME To Be The Wall Breaker?
Mood: Apathetic.
Discovery: There is no such thing as...
Updates: N/A.
Blog: I'm sick of it. All of it. I don't understand anything. I hate how I wasn't the way I was back in like high school. Although I completely understand I was stupid and naive back then, but at least before, things were easier. I hate the idea of certain people just not trying to cooperate when the other person wants them to. I hate the idea of certain people always building up this ridiculous wall just so the other person can take all the initiatives. If you're one of those people who does that, do you know how freaken annoying that is? I used to be like that, but I realized how SAD it was to the other person who actually wanted to get to know me. Why do some of you just start judging already before even meeting them? I bet some of you guys who built that pointless wall, probably later on realized that the other person who wanted to meet you in the first place ALSO started building their own walls. What may be the cause of it, you might wonder..? Probably to let you dumb people know how annoying it was to them, and now wants to get BACK at you. =.= " Seriously.. I know this post is a little pointless, but I AM making SOME KIND of point... I've just been excessively annoyed these days, especially recently.
And yet in the end, I still feel the same.
Mahgii @ 11:59 PM - 10.05.09 |
I Updated...
Mood: Lethargic.
Discovery: All them weirdass happenstances...
Updates: Bleh.
Blog: Well hello all. It's finally fall and I hate 90% of it. Main reason is because I'm sick. Is it 'cause of the flu, I don't know. I just know I'm sneezing every ten minutes and blowing my nose every five minutes. Fuck meh. -.- Anyway... So school started. It's no biggy. I'm taking two art classes and two GE classes, which are philosophy and psychology. I have no idea what to expect, but I do hope to do better this quarter. Like seriously. =__= "
I took this self-assessment thing for my psych class online, and it seems I COULD be unconsciously depressed. If that's true, it would explain all those horrid dreams I kept having. Like I'm so used to those dreams that it'll surprise me if I suddenly have a happy one. I don't know when these dreams started, but I just know it's definitely been a longgggg tiiiime. Meh. I guess I'm depressed in some way after all. o_0 Family situations just add on to it...
I realized I can't do much about being independent anymore. It's not even that I LOST it, it's that I never even had any to begin with. My dad is paranoid as fuck, and he'll keep following me.... everywhereee... Well not everywhere, but you get what I mean. The best I can do is just to improve little by little IN FRONT OF HIM to make him freaken open his smallass eyes and realize I'm not 9, but 19.
I made two fucking pointless trips to Cal Poly today, and it was hell. I had all these books ready to pay, but I could not buy them. Apparently, my financial aid check hasn't fully transferred to my debit card, and so at the bookstore, I had to put my items on hold. Came back a few hours later to get them w/ CASH in hand instead. And it's hot. It's hot as fuck. HATE summer. And summer-fall. =___________=
...I'm sorry the sequence of my events don't make sense. I'm only updating and summarizing shit after all.
Though a ton of things hasn't gone my way yet, there are some interesting "potential" stuff I'm waiting to see and hope it happens. Lulz. And that, my friend, would be the remaining 10%.
Mahgii @ 11:39 PM - 09.25.09 |
TONS Of New Pixels!
Mood: Happeh~
Discovery: A violin that's white and light blue would be awesome.
Updates: I'll cut this short. TONS of new pixels have been added! My favorite one is the one w/ the white and light blue violin. :D Check it out, yo~ Btw, I always wished I own a violin like that. I only have the original color one (of course, lol). xP Oh yeah, the difference between my new pixels and older pixels is that these NEW pixels are bigger and better quality. =] I hope you agree with me, no? Haha.
Blog: Nothing much really. :o
Mahgii @ 9:29 PM - 08.07.09 |
OMGAWDZ, A Real Update!!!
Mood: More laziness.
Discovery: Mangas for liiiiife... <3
Updates: I finally have a real update! I added a new section, called Picture Quotes, updated the Signatures page, and also added one new scribble! =DD Please check it out~
Blog: I woke up like 3 times today, with the first 2 times was by accident. The first time, I woke up like at 5:30 AM, forgot why. Might've been because of a dream, or the barking of our 2nd dog, lol. Then later on, I got a random text from my best guy friend like at 7 AM.. thanks a lot. You woke me up. But I still love you! ;D Ahah. But yeah other than that and updating, that's all I've done. Right now I'm just watching Supernatural. Haven't watched TV for awhile... Kind of sad huh? Probably more sad that I've done nothing but stayed home and read mangas too. Thanks for the comments my best friend and best close friend! Your thoughts of wanting me to get away from my house is very thoughtful, LMAO. xD <3
Mahgii @ 9:29 PM - 08.06.09 |
New Layout... Yay!
Mood: Lazy.
Discovery: When am I not lazy? xD
Updates: Yay I finally posted a new layout after... who knows how long! You guys like it?? It's different from what I usually have. I'm using two iframes instead of one, moved my tagboard, and added the affie links on the top. :p Well I guess you can say it's no big deal, but I took a long time coding this stuff, so yeah. Mozilla was being a douche a few times today, so several times I thought I messed up something when I didn't. And there was this one time where I had to start over coding 'cause my FTP program effed up... (Or more like, it was me who effed it up.) So yeah anyway... the theme is obviously fall/autumn. Which means, it'll be a LONG ASS time until I put up another layout, haha. Probably in like December or November, who knows. Or next year, lol. Depending on my mood~ xD So yeah, happy browsing!
Blog: Nothing much. Been reading mangas LITERALLY every single day, and lovin' it. I'm sorry I haven't been much of an active person OUTSIDE-wise, lol. I just mainly don't want to get tanned. I'm already on a good winning streak of lightening up my skin, so please don't make me ruin my skin any more, LOL. >< I know.. lame excuse to not go out, but it's the truth! I have no other excuses! =[ Fohgeev meeeh, mai pweetie litto fwensies. <3333 Love you all! xD
Mahgii @ 12:20 AM - 08.05.09 |