Birthday
Mood: Sleepy...... again...
Discovery: Interesting.
Updates: Meh.
Blog: I turned 20 today. Thought I should say something. Haha.
Mahgii @ 1:10 PM - 03.04.10
A Poem
Mood: Sleepy.
Discovery: I haven't been this happy for awhile.
Updates: Added a new poem. A dedication one. :) Click here to read.
Blog: <3
Mahgii @ 12:26 AM - 02.17.10
Dear You...
Mood: Happy...
Discovery: I didn't know someone like you can actually exist. :)
Updates: None.
Blog: Dear The Bookstore Guy,
Yes I am dedicating this post to you. Not sure if you'll actually read this and stuff, but I assume you have already stumbled upon my site. :) I just want to say... Uh. Stuff... dot dot dot. HAHA. Um... Thank you... for everything. I did not know someone like you can actually exist. You say you're "not perfect," but in my eyes, you are. x] You have the personality I always wanted in a guy. You're outgoing like me, and there's never any "actual" tension between us. I can talk to you however I feel like. It's like... TALKING TO MYSELF IN A GUY FORM!! (Sorry LOL!) I like the jokes that we have with each other, and it's always so comfortable having you around. You have the patience I've been looking for, and you're nothing like the person I was once with. He had this aggressive expression almost all the time, and demanded/criticized a lot... You're nothing like that. You can actually "tolerate" my weird jitteriness, and still laugh with me (or AT me). =] You don't rush anything, and I absolutely love that. I was so thrown off before during my first year, and now... I can finally relax with you around. Thank you... I knew the "vibe" I sensed before was definitely the same and right vibe I still feel today. Stay the same, okay..? I have much, MUCH more to say, but not everything has to be put into words; you taught me that. =] Thank you... "You're so... INTERESTING." HAHA.
I still dig your hugs and smell. WOOT! Tsk tsk. <3
Sincerely,
The Customer Who Noticed You During Her First Year And Believed That "It's Fate"
Mahgii @ 8:58 PM - 02.05.10
Wow. I Was So Fucking Stupid!
Mood: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Discovery: FUCK EVERYTHING.
Updates: Fuck fuck fuck. Honestly. I'll get to this. I WILL!
Updates [Edited]: YESSS. I added Pokemon Comics. SEE. I STICK TO MY WORDS.
Blog: I was gonna have some shit to say, but I don't feel like typing that much. Basically I removed the HaloScan comment option on every single entries (since the thing expired and now requires you to pay). Even my old archives. And fixed more grammars. Apparently I've been spelling "canceled" wrong all along since HS. I spelled it the British way, which was with two "l's" LOl. But yeah, it's one. -.- And... While fixing my grammars on my archives, I read a bit of my past life back in hs. Like the title says, I was so fucking stupid. There were even some stuff I couldn't remember from either. LOL. Anyway. Yeah. It's fucking cold. x_x STOP CUSSING, MAGGIE.
Mahgii @ 7:20 PM - 01.23.10
The Little Tiny Things
Mood: Tired. Of life.
Discovery: I probably have some kind of grudge that haven't surfaced yet.
Updates: Yeah about the updates, I doubt I'll be making anything any time soon... Blagh.
Blog: So the start of my week for this new winter quarter... I'M NOT FEELING IT, no kidding. =_= I just kept constantly thinking about wanting one more week of break... but no. Life's unfair but that's life. Worse, there's no hot/cute guys in my classes to stare at. At least if someone like that is present, I would look forward to my classes... but nah. Someone up there just have to fuck with my head and/or life for this start of 2010. And remembering what happened with my best college friend... that guy is seriously the douchebag of the year. Fucking dick, I hope he gets it sooner or later. Didn't even know guys like that even exist, let alone being so familiar with him. UGH.
Another rant to talk about, I don't know why but I'm constantly annoyed (and getting worse) whenever I'm at home. Probably because I seriously need some peace and quiet when I'm reading for my laborious classes, but still... REALLY? DO YOU GUYS JUST HAVE TO BE THAT LOUD WHEN RETURNING HOME? Oh the little things that bother me... I realized I probably have post-PMS mood swings, but it's been like a few weeks already after my cycle. So I don't know why I'm still constantly annoyed. I might really just have a grudge against someone or people that I know. Well that sucks. I really am going insane. It also seems that my blog entries will no longer be any "happier" than this, which isn't even happy at all. Ha. Haha. Oh and I saw a shitload of people I didn't wanna see this week, especially today. I saw my ex. In his fucking dumb beanie. Again. Btw, your new girlfriend is super ugly. I've seen WAY PRETTIER Black girls than her... no offense. She just has this strange buck teeth thing going on at the top part of her teeth. *Sigh* I care too much. But then again, you were a dick, and still is. Not jealous or anything, but just letting you know. :) I still haven't figured out how you transitioned from me to her, but okay whatever.
Mahgii @ 7:29 PM - 01.06.10
You Remind Me Of An Hourglass...
Mood: In deep thought.
Discovery: Looking back I...
Updates: Uhh.. riiight.. I was gonna update graphics stuff... but I didn't. x.x And school starts on Monday, sorry about that everyone. HaloScan is going bye-bye! Just a reminder!
Blog: ...So what gives? All those memories I had typed down back in 2004 are all gone. Too bad.. guess it expired. I tried looking for it just a few minutes ago, just to relive the time I was still feeling it. But it's gone now. Although at least you yourself didn't disappear right? I'm glad. After what my best friend said, it seems you really were the only serious one I had thought about. Since those days. Since that day. It was because of you, I started liking bunnies. Because you were born from that year. So many things happened already.. in fact, it happened too fast. I wonder now as I type this. What if deep inside, somewhere buried, somewhere sunk to the bottomless pit of my heart, you still fill up that small percentage of space? Is it possible? Maybe you weren't completely gone like I thought you were? I have yet to understand this. What if everything was set in place, just so I would come back to you again after almost 6 years? It's odd. Time passed by too fast. You passed by too fast. I have a hard time catching up.
You're like my hourglass; my "time." Something I would see all the time once we come into contact again. You remind me of how much time has passed, and it hurts me to think of the future. I'm kind of scared of it. But at least I'll know you're there as my guidance, and a really good friend from back then, and still is now. And since you're older and experienced, you'll help me too. But what gives? Too bad all those memories I had are all gone from the net. Maybe it's a sign that "it's time to move on." Can't always relive a moment... but it wouldn't hurt to think about it again from time to time right..? After all: You're Time; the rabbit I had once longed for.
First post as of 2010. 2KX. :) Happy new year, and have a good one everybody.
Mahgii @ 1:37 AM - 01.02.10
HaloScan Is Going Bye-Bye!
Mood: Wondering...
Discovery: Is it... a SIGN I see?!
Updates: HEY ALL. HaloScan is going bye-bye, and I ain't gonna pay for it. So the commenting option will pretty much "expire" somewhere the beginning of January. Too bad right? I'll leave all the comments and shietz in the tagboard. Thanks all. :) I don't wanna bother with CuteNews either, so yeah. ALSO. I have "yet" to install the Adobe programs to continue the graphics stuff... I've been EXTREMELY distracted during this break... (see Blog). xD
Blog: SO. Any of you guys (or gals) play Combat Arms? Yeah lots of guys play this... but if you do, ADD ME! OR FIND ME! My username is MooglezFx7. :) I'm almost a Staff Sergeant, LOL. >_< Then as for a more "girly" game, I also play LaTale! :D I have two characters, called DemonicRabbit and AngelicBunny. :D Befriend me, 'kay? ;)
Well those were my distractions, haha. But onto a more serious note... I friggin' dig guys who wear those masks that covers 90% of their faces, except the eyes. But not like EYE HOLES, it's like those one-line eye-holes thingy. Like a motorcyclist's helmet or a robber's mask. ;0 I think it's very hawt, no? It shows how mysterious they are and I think it's quite manly! XD Especially black-colored masks of course. :) Anyway.. Yeah. My point is, it's sexy because it doesn't show their real identity. Sometimes, once they take it off, it becomes a disappointment. LMFAO. :x No hate! I hope that made sense...
So yeah... still waiting for someone special to appear in my life... <3
Mahgii @ 9:12 PM - 12.29.09
Rant, Rant, RANT...
Mood: ARAUGH... -.-
Discovery: When does anything, if anything, ever work out right?
Updates: I'm on my new laptop, therefore, no Adobe programs are installed (yet). So for now, there will be no new updates to the site. Meanwhile.. read my blogz. -.-
Blog: Well, I thought it's time for a "real" blog/rant. So, here's something to read. And for most of you, no intended verbal violence okay? Okay.
MacBooks are for pussies. I'm serious. -.- If you suddenly assume that I have never used one, I've used one. I don't own it, but I've USED it. In fact, Mac computers were probably the first things I have ever touched since my first experience with a computer. As I was saying... Yes, tons and TONS of people own a MacBook, and it seems more PC users are converting to MacBooks. Gee, I wonder why? I guess no one ever really thought about it, but people nowadays who spend loads and loads of cash on MacBooks seem to be under the influence of conformity. In my extreme strong opinion, MacBooks seem to be a matter of conformity. It's like, "YEAH, I'M GONNA GET A MACBOOK TOO! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY THEY'RE SO MUCH BETTER, BUT EVERYONE HAS ONE!" =__= " I admit I wanted one like half a year ago. But I'm glad I didn't buy one. Ha. But as stated in my intro, no intended verbal violence, okay? I mean I don't dislike Apple products. -.- In fact, I rather like it. I own two iPods, a nano-chromatic and a Touch. I love it. I even had a 2nd generation iPod mini, which doesn't work now due to the fact I dropped it in the toilet. But yess.. I don't dislike Apple products. Just MacBook users annoy me 'cause they seriously don't seem to know what they're doing, let alone the fact they can't explain their reason any further than "it's cool." -_- As what my best guy friend likes to say: "Just sayin'."
In addition to the matter on conformity, people keep talking about nonconformity as if it's the most sophisticated thing ever. Really now? Do you really know what nonconforming means? I've seen so much people keep using the word "NONCONFORMITY," just because that word seems so badass and "complicated"; makes them seem "smart" like a "nonconformist" for not "conforming" into something. No. Just you misusing the word with everybody else already makes you a fucking conformist, Dumbass.
Next topic: A certain "friend" of mine is also a dumbass, and can't seem to appreciate the fact that I'm still talking to this idiot. Shit obviously happened during high school, but hey, they could've turn out SO much worse right? In fact, you would have still held on to dumb naive grudges and never let go of them. My friend is like that, only this person doesn't fucking realize how dumb his grudge is. You guys been in a situation where you get rejected, and the person you like sometimes end up ignoring you afterwards, because it's "awkward" right? Right, only I'm not the one who got rejected. -_- See, if anybody had a thing for me, I don't ignore them, because I know how lonely and frustrating that feels. So THIS FRIEND OF MINE, is a fucking idiot. Do you even KNOW how other people see you? You're this aggressive overly-sensitive greedy-ass bitch-like DOUCHEBAG that nobody likes! You don't have to treat me like shit just because I rejected you a few times. Be fucking GRATEFUL that I at least didn't IGNORE you, you ungrateful bastard. I hope you would do us all a favor and go shoot yourself. Like go to hell and rot or something, because you take up all of our breathing spaces. We don't need an inconsiderate dickface like you to waste our time and population. It's a crime to harm the economic environment any more than it already is by your polluting ass. So just die and ease up our pain a little so we can live better, okay?
Well that's it for now. As I was saying, no intended verbal violence, 'kay? :)
Mahgii @ 12:41 PM - 12.16.09
New Layout And Stuff!
Mood: Normal.
Discovery: Reality sucks, but it's life.
Updates: New layout and hostess! Thanks Pat of Luved.net for hosting meeeee. x] I needed a new host with a cute URL name like yours. :D Now onto other updates.. I've added a new poem called Lovesick. Go ahead and read it. It kind of summarizes my life from these past two months. :\
Blog: Within these two months since my last update... Not a lot of things happened, but still some things that happened. They weren't great, and my goal of trying to achieve a 4.0 didn't work out the way I wanted to. *Sigh* I was hoping to achieve these things before turning 20, which is literally in like a few months from now. What, like 2 and a half? <:F Blah whatever.
More updates tomorrow possibly. I know I have a LOT more to talk about.. But I spent a longASS time on coding this layout and updating shit. Blah. Bye! Oh and my new laptop came today. Can't wait to start using it soon. I named it Shmexy. <33 It's an HP Pavilion dv4t-1500 laptop. Color is Moonlight White. Look it up if you wanna see how it looks. :) It's gonna be one powerful machine. Beats my current one a thousand times, lol.
Mahgii @ 8:09 PM - 12.11.09